REGRETS

           

There she was!,seated at the edge of her bed while crying bitterly.She is mourning and lamenting everything around her."Oh dear God!,why allow me to undergo all these?,Iam now seeing how unfair the world is,where is my future in this state of mine?,how I wish I knew that this inhuman man was only after ruining my life."Those were the words of Shila as I watched her rubbing tears out of her red eyes.

Shila was strolling around Eldoret town along the Eldoret-Nakuru highway when a black Japanese Range Rover pulled up next to her with a good looking man on the wheel. Shila had matched her long bond hair with a purple mini-dress flattering her body figure. The man peeped through the window of the car and their eyes met.He smiled and shouted,Hey pretty lady! can I have your phone number? "

Shila blushed and gave the number to the man.The following day the man made a phone call.He asked her to meet him at one of the restaurants in town.Shila feeling uncertainty about the man she accepted to meet him.Shila arrived at the place earlier and she was surprised to find the man already waiting for her.The man walked briskly towards and they embraced each other.

Immediately after meeting, the man gave Shila a cheque of hundred thousands. He smiled and asked her,"Hey beautiful lady,will you mind making love with me?".Shila resisted at first but because of the man's calm persistent, she gave in.They began to grind into each other while sharing different kinds of drinks together. This joyful moments made them to make several promises about their future life.

Shila was blinded by the man's passionate love.He provided her with alot of gifts and he promised to support her in every situation.They enjoyed several dates together and after some months of dating the man asked Shila to visit him at his homestead.Shila made a vist and they enjoyed moments of kisses and caress with their arms round each other the whole night.

The following morning they bid byes to each other as everyone quit for his and her respective activity. From that moment Shila tried to contact the man but he was nowhere.After one month Shila realised some unusual behaviour on her health. She visited the hospital and the doctor after diagnosing her,he told her frankly that she is pregnant and HIV positive.

This was when Shila recognised the award of her actions. She is  regretting for ruining her life because of desires.She is requesting all young ladies to be contented with the little resources they have rather than looking for many resources from the so called "sponsors" because they will end up by ruining their lives.